it is very difficult at times. i am not an angry person.... i tend to cry. this has been much more intense lately.
i am careful to make my emails as diplomatic as possible.
i had to cut off telephone contact years ago. he is very abusive.
during our marriage he wasn't abusive. maybe because i was eager to please. he became a different person when i filed for divorce... following 6 months of waiting for our family to reunite.
my pastor finally told me that he was only using me and that i should file for divorce. then the violence and harassment began.
we cannot make any decision together. he makes the decisions. and tells me if i fight him he 'will take more'.
i feel so weak and pathetic.
i try to deflect as much away from the children as possible, but he is very controlling with them as well. and i see it hurting them.
one day at a time right. it is just a struggle to keep my sanity.
PMing you now.
i am careful to make my emails as diplomatic as possible.
i had to cut off telephone contact years ago. he is very abusive.
during our marriage he wasn't abusive. maybe because i was eager to please. he became a different person when i filed for divorce... following 6 months of waiting for our family to reunite.
my pastor finally told me that he was only using me and that i should file for divorce. then the violence and harassment began.
we cannot make any decision together. he makes the decisions. and tells me if i fight him he 'will take more'.
i feel so weak and pathetic.
i try to deflect as much away from the children as possible, but he is very controlling with them as well. and i see it hurting them.
one day at a time right. it is just a struggle to keep my sanity.
PMing you now.