Thanks for the support! I am fueled by rage because I love her and my son and want to be with the both of them not just a visitor and the thought of her just shutting me out and not wanting a relationship right as the baby is born cuts pretty deep. Yes, I am giving her money for whatever she needs. I bought about 2,000 dollars worth of stuff for the baby before the baby was born. Right now I do have a hard time excepting where I am at with the whole thing and wondering how I was so easily played for a fool.