I hated paying my ex when my boy was young....My ex and I had the same income and we spent exactly 50% of the time caring for him. But the legal paper said she had "physical custody"....and she would not hesitate to call her lawyer if I was ONE day late. Several years later and tens of thousand of lawyer fees later...she now pays me (of course it is less than what I paid her)...and I just know it drives her nuts for her to pay me money every week. The good news for you is that if you are buying bras...you are looking at the tail end of the whole mess. And take comfort that it will piss her off something fierce that some day the gravy train won't be there for her. IT WILL END! Hang in there...