Scared

[NoNicky]

Everyone else has given you excellent advice so I won't add any.  I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone.  There are several NCP mothers on this site.  Doesn't matter how or why we got to be NCPs, the fact is we are.  At times it is a tougher fight than being a NCP dad because of that assumption you must have "done something wrong" for you not to be the CP.

Feel free to e-mail if you ever just want to blow off steam.

NoNicky
For God has not given a spirit of fear; but of power and of love and of a sound mind.  1 Peter 1:6